RSS Feed

Can Being a Parent Make You Enlightened?

Posted on

BabywearingKatesurfs

At least 12 years ago, a friend of mine told me that your spiritual growth stops when you have children. I would say that is 100% inaccurate.

The other day, I was coming in from the ocean after surfing and I had this brief glance of the universe/consciousness/God. Whatever you want to call it. It was sunset and the water was delicious. I kept diving under the water, just to soak up the last few rays of sun. Those last few moments of being alone in the ocean and feeling the cool water against my face and of it rushing through my hair.

My husband was home watching the kids. In a few minutes, I would be home, racing to cook dinner for starving mouths all while negotiating trips to the toilets, tending to boo boos, and wiping up tears. I looked at the sky one more time, while I half floated on my board and felt the water surrounding my body. It was so beautiful… but so was the scene at home I was about to enter!

I had this brief thought how, really, there wasn’t any difference to my solitary moment of  floating in the ocean as opposed to wiping a kid’s butt. Ok, I know it sounds crazy, but honestly, that’s what I was thinking. In that moment, I remembered that all of these events in our lives, we either classify as pleasant or unpleasant. But really, ‘who‘ is the person who is thinking these moments are good or bad. I mean, who am I anyway? (Way to bake your noodle, just in case you thought I was writing a light and easy post) How long can you go on watching a sunset and keep saying,”Wow, how beautiful!” Or, how long can you go on cleaning poo and saying “OMG! This is so gross!

Good or bad, these moments are all part of my life. To cherish one and not the other probably means that I would be missing out on more than half of my life. Wishing away the ‘not so fun’ parts so that I can get on with the ‘fun‘ parts. But, what if I just accepted all of the moments in my life, without labeling them good or bad. Of course, cooking dinner with screaming kids under your feet isn’t really ‘bad‘, but you get what I’m saying, right? You can’t have day without night. You can’t have cold without warm. You can’t have good moments without the not-so-good moments. So, why not just be a witness to them all… without judging those moments or classifying them as good or bad. Nose wiping, mess cleaning, smiles, laughter, cuts and scrapes, tantrums, fighting, cuddles, resistance, poo, etc… it’s all part of the journey.

Can being a parent really make you enlightened? Does it give you the power to transcend all the little ups and downs in life and to see them all as just one thing: as life?  Maybe. It’s not the only way. There are lots of ways to come to this realization of life. But for some reason, having kids has helped to show me this, and I think I’m not alone. I know for sure that children are always living in the present moment. One second they’re crying and the next moment they’re laughing. To be around such an energy gives you the opportunity over and over again to be reminded that life is really indescribably profound! So, next time I find myself really hating something about being a parent… I’ll see if I can call back on the time I was floating in the ocean and was reminded that ALL of the moments on this journey are special. The good and the bad.

(I’m not writing this as a license to say you should stay in bad situations, abusive relationships, etc. if something is really bad, change it or remove yourself from the situation or get some professional help!)

6 Responses »

Share Your Thoughts